She fell for a Cali boy

Funny

You say you don’t do certain (hugs, hold hands, give kisses) things cause you don’t wanna look like a whore…. Trust with the crap your pull away from me, you don’t need my help. Stick to your guns. Do you claim to be an apple tree? Then produce apple, no lemons. Leading people astray.

I gotta get this out.

What the fuck! How is it that 2 1/2 years go by and you can just leave!? Wtf did I do!? The fuck happend to us!? What the fuck happend to forever means forever!? You won’t talk to me and tell me what the fuck is up! Uh I fucking hate you right now!! I fucking hate you. How is this happening how is this okay!? Idk cause you fucking talk to me!!!!

Great she’s gone again in one weeks time. I don’t wanna chase he. I don’t wanna sound like a jerk but I want her to see life with out me. I feel like I was a great guy to her and she needs to go now. Idk if I can wait forever for you. I’m scarred to be honest, I’m scarred I won’t ever be able to marry you Im scarred to walk through this life with out you, I’m scarred ill never know what a family between us looks like, I’m scarred that all the things we imagined wont come true. I love you so, this is why you must go. All the stupid advice about let her go if you love has really been what this boils down to. You wanna go, I love you go.

It’s over man. I can see what went wrong. Idk if I can fix myself, I don’t think I can but I guess now we what and see.

What the hell was that about!? This isn’t middle school anymore boys don’t spend the night at girls houses!? But I’m tryin to stay peaceful cause today’s about you. But don’t think for a second just cause they offered he’s stay.